storms

 
When you hear the word "storm" typically you'd think rain. Right? Because I would have. But in the last three months that word has created its own meaning in my life. It is a constant battle. An example of a storm in my life would be a fight with a loved one. I have had so many of them lately. A storm is something that isn't even comforting to me anymore. In the past when it would rain I would typically cuddle up with my blanket and watch a movie or nap. But now when it rains and storms all I feel like doing is crying. This blog isn't going to be like some where all I do is ramble about how my life sucks and so on. Because my life is going great. I'm headed back to school.. ect. But this storm isn't something that it used to be anymore it's something I don't want to hear, it's something I don't want to be around. There is so many songs that have to do with rain and storms but there is one particular one that really means something to me. Lately I have been in a constant battle with someone, a few nights ago I was on the edge of giving up and moving on. Which isn't me. I fight to the finish and hang on until the rope ends. It isn't fair that crap happens in life. But I have learned that life isn't fair. I believe that God has a plan for me. I really need Him to show me soon. I need to know why everything keeps happening. I have kept faith in Him and in ready for everything to fall into place. 

Thankful

So, with November being all about giving thanks and spending time with the ones we love.. I have to point out a special person that has truly stayed with me through everything. This one person isn't judgmental, bossy, or quick to point out my flaws. I can go to this persons house at two in the morning and they are always willing to open the door and let me in. They always have the best snacks and junk food, I promise you that there is a Dr. Pepper in her refrigerator waiting for me. I can always find something in her closet that fits and its super cute.. and 99.9% of the time she will let me take it home to wear. She is always  up on the latest gossip and she is never shy to tell you what she thinks. She is like the big sister I never had.

Marcie has three wonderful children...

Tate is 5 going on 21(: He is nothing but a southern cutie pie!

Tyce is 2 and seriously the cutest two year old I know! He is the most lovable baby in my life!

Then there is  Miss Georgia Rose, she just turned 1 and she is the most precious thing ever. She is a doll! (:

I am thankful for Marcie.

What does a person blog about...

Well, I was sitting wondering the point of my blog today. And there really is no point to what I am going to blog about.. its for me to ramble and rant and rage about anything and everything.

Here I go.

Now that I am headed back to Harding in approximately 49 days, 10 hours, 19 mins and roughly 22 seconds from now, I should probably get in a better sleeping pattern. These days its like this... I wake up around 1 pm and go to bed about 3 am! Yeah, just what I thought. Thats NOT going to work at college. No sir. I am going to have to get better at what time I get home and what time I go to bed. This new pattern has made me a total night time person. And I cant deal with happiness in the mornings. It just doesn't work.

Another thing. Things at school didn't go so well the first time. But since then I have matured and grown up a lot. And this time I am not going to let anyone or anything get in my way of my dreams. I know its going to be so hard for me to go back and have to listen to everyone.. But I know of a handful of people who are not going to make it any harder than it is going to be. I am hoping and praying people will see me for me and not what they heard or assumed...

To conclude this post of randomness. These lyrics are something I have to say to the past few months!!!

Makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

It makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

Makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter!

laughed until we cried

Oh man, I could get a lot of crap from this picture, sorry kid but I had to post it... I was looking through all my pictures and I ran across this one. Thank you J for making me laugh until I cried that night. I am looking forward to more moment with all my old friends and my new friends where we can take stupid picture like this and just laugh at how stupid we were.. I am so excited! 

10, Fun, Yet Completely Random Facts!

First blog post are always the weirdest... so with that said, lets start off with a picture of me and 10 facts about myself.

1. Im young enough to be a kid, but old enough to make my own choices.

2. I drive the cutest car in the world. We call her Lola.

3. I am loud and crazy and fun. (most of the time)

4. I have a strong Texan accent.

5. I tend to fall head over heels for the one I like.

6. I love to sing. Regardless of what Im doing, its normally with music.

7. I used to be a morning person, not anymore!

8. Sonic is the bomb!

9.My favorite color has changed like 4 times today. Right now its blue.

10. These are some random facts! (: